If anyone asks me to go somewhere or do something with them I make up an excuse. Watching reruns of Friends and Gilmore Girls while finishing a bag of smartfood popcorn is way more fulfilling when frostbite is a close killer.
It's the slow season for everything. 1 photoshoot a month and even less auditions to count. I hope spring brings an abundance of new projects!
But as for winter. Something I have noticed among my marathons and fatty food binging evenings lately (So unmodel-like of me I know), is that I am having sweet cravings like I haven't had since high school. And not just chocolate bars, but every kind of junk food that I've been good and free of for so many years now. Chocolately drinks, cookies with every meal, popcorn, granola bars with marshmellows in them, mini bags of chips on the way to work, Starbucks goodies every other day.
Every day has a new excuse for a treat. And I wish it would actually make a difference on my body. Can't I tell the fat just to go to my breasts?! But instead I've been noticing random acts of inflammation happening mostly on my face (which I think is fat trying to escape my body that is just kicking it out, instead of letting is stay as an extra layer through winter). It will only be noticeable and red for a few minutes then it's gone. Like a magic trick. I think I have a pimple, and then it disappears before I can formulate an attack!
In other news, my skin all around seems to be dry and irritable. I can't seem to figure out why I am scratching every inch of my skin during work. Blaming it all on winter of course. Because that's what winter is here for isn't it?
Take that blame bitch.
Enough of my winter blues. Time to get out that popcorn! Enjoy your chilly Tuesdays fellow Torontonians.