For the first time in all my 21 and a half years of life I have the chance to finally live the way I want to, for the first time I will have my own lifestyle. Nothing is exciting me more. I can't say that it is all mine yet, by the end of today if all goes right it should be. I see nothing standing in my way of getting it, and I hope it stays that way. Positive vibes everywhere today!!
I would love to see myself through all your eyes. I'm curious to know how my fans, peers, friends and family feel about the way I portray myself.
These days everything you do and say ends up on the Internet. Making your life very much like one huge profile page for everyone to view whether they should be seeing such things or not. I often forget that all I publicize adds to my image.
And at this age it is quite tough to judge what actions/projects are going to hurt you or tarnish your image.
I try to stay good, clean, fun and smart with what I post. But with my art (modelling, acting, dancing) I am always looking to experiment and try new things. Assume new roles, and even come out of my comfort zone a little to get a good result.
So lately with my bikini calendar, magazine spread, risqué portfolio shots and upcoming music videos and performances, my image is slowly turning to a more adult, sexual and flirty one.
It doesn't have to be that way, but I keep getting approached for projects of the same theme.
The way I portray myself as a confident, sexy, young woman is getting looked at the wrong way by some of my audience.
I would love it if you could all level with me and tell me what you see, and also tell me what you like to see and what you don't like to see.
I'm trying my best here! Feedback would be fantastic!
No matter what day of the week it is, I always have something to say. So I'm here to let you hear it.